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A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. (Oscar Wilde)
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chains and patterns

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 8:53 AM


Your like a chain reaction, while Im just a neverending pattern. You cause me to go off again, when you say you are trying to make me better. Its like a neverending cycle of cause and effect. My crazy lined pattern continues making pictures of my present. Its twisted and imperfect, and these mistakes i make scare you. But there you are again, trying to change me, another chemical reaction. Another one of your fits sends me off again. And im just a pattern looking for the next stupid thing. Just because you break me you dont make me stronger. Havent you noticed that im just going to continue on? Im forever the same, hurting me wont change who i am. Ill go out and just do it again.

Why wont you realize that i only do these things when you bring me down?

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: f
  • Reading: u
  • Watching: c
  • Playing: k
  • Eating: u
  • Drinking: !

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MY TUNE
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My starry skies have faded,
my moon's no where to show,
I sing a tune of sorrow,
for my fly has lost its glow.

My nature's lost its beauty,
my smile is now a smirk,
I sing a tune of solitude,
for my birds have lost their chirp,

My angel's lost its wings,
my harp has bit the dust,
I sing a tune of heartbreak,
for she's the goddess of lust.

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~by ethan levesque <3

THE GODDESS WATCHING ME

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As I wander, cold and in solitude,
I feel as if I'm not completely on my own.
I look and see a deity in the heavens,
Making her godly, unparalleled beauty known.

I realize now that she was always there,
Observing me, keeping me free from strife.
Even when things seemed almost hopeless,
And Death kept me under his black scythe.

Now aware of the goddess watching me,
I feel shielded from the demon I've become.
For the ones that care about me, I will go on,
As I pick up the pieces from my past now undone.

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by my good friend alex(: check him out hes amazing<33 [link]

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: your townXD
  • Interests: i love to write, draw, sing, dance, and act.....but mostly write out of all of those lol
  • Favourite movie: night at the musuem 2
  • Favourite band or musician: i like too many lol
  • Favourite genre of music: all types!
  • Favourite artist: all of you here on DA^_^
  • Favourite poet or writer: robert frost, jaime kendrick, crazysingergirl, and allison croggon
  • Favourite style of art: using oil pastels and regular pencil shading
  • Operating System: does my radio count?
  • MP3 player of choice: the ones im using
  • Shell of choice: i prefer a mask thank you very much
  • Skin of choice: plastic wrap lol
  • Favourite game: sudoku
  • Favourite cartoon character: haha i will always love scooby doo!
  • Personal Quote: "your not an individual if you follow the crowd"

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Comments


:iconthespartandrifter444:
*sigh*...

I'm sorry, roxy...
They took it away...

I might be able to sneak on dA every once in a while...but not on MSN anymore...until my grades "get better"...

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A master of both purification and corruption...
The Blackened Angel strikes again!
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Light. | Shadow.
Perfect. | Impure.
Untouched. | Corrupted.
Everything I was. | Everything I am.
We are different. | But we are one.
:icongoddessxofxlust:
awwwww D:

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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥

"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
:iconairlux27:
Thank you for faving "Enduring the night" It was photographed downtown in the park near where i live!!! Xd/Airlux
:icongoddessxofxlust:
your welcome^^

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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥

"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
:iconpwincessnaveera:
thankyou for faving(: :heart:

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Seize The Day;or die regretting the time you lost
-A7x.
I have a weak side which proves i'm human.
The Only Way Out Is Through The Pain -ML;RPI :)).
=th3krimzon1In Order To believe in Anything;You should believe in yourself first' ,:heart:.
:icongoddessxofxlust:
welcome^^

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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥

"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
:iconairlux27:
Hey GXof XL...Thanks for faving "Air your laundry here!!!" It sat in my reserves for like..., ever!!! Xd/James
:icongoddessxofxlust:
your welcome^^

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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥

"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
:iconairlux27:
Thank you for faving "The Royal Court..." As you may or may not already know, it is the setting to "The King and Queen" portrait in my collection, did you spot them in the garden?...James/Xd
:icongoddessxofxlust:
yes i did^^

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♥ (,`*•.¸( `*•.¸ ¸.•*´ )¸.•*´, )♥
♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥

"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
--
Roxy + Ethan <3
--
i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥

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