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A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. (Oscar Wilde)





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"Hidden behind beauty and sweet innocence. I'll steal your heart away, then watch, I'll break it."


My starry skies have faded,
my moon's no where to show,
I sing a tune of sorrow,
for my fly has lost its glow.

My nature's lost its beauty,
my smile is now a smirk,
I sing a tune of solitude,
for my birds have lost their chirp,

My angel's lost its wings,
my harp has bit the dust,
I sing a tune of heartbreak,
for she's the goddess of lust.

~by ethan levesque <3



As I wander, cold and in solitude,
I feel as if I'm not completely on my own.
I look and see a deity in the heavens,
Making her godly, unparalleled beauty known.

I realize now that she was always there,
Observing me, keeping me free from strife.
Even when things seemed almost hopeless,
And Death kept me under his black scythe.

Now aware of the goddess watching me,
I feel shielded from the demon I've become.
For the ones that care about me, I will go on,
As I pick up the pieces from my past now undone.


by my good friend alex(: check him out hes amazing<33 thespartandrifter444.deviantar…

Current Residence: MA
Favourite genre of music: all types!
Favourite style of art: using oil pastels and regular pencil shading
MP3 player of choice: Radio
Personal Quote: "Don't worry, when I kiss you, the sun will go down." -Riley from Buffy the Vampire s
a whole year since I've posted. I apologize! Here's an update: Well, I'm currently a senior in college so my life has become hectic as I have graduation to prepare for, internships as well as graduate school. The whole process is driving me crazy, but I'm hoping by next semester I'll be able to breathe again. I just want to say that I am so beyond grateful for the amount of people who still read/follow my stuff even when I'm not around. You guys are the best and I just want to say thank you!

Lots of love,

Roxy xx
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If I could turn back the clock,
I'd be standing still with you in the middle of the street.
With your lips crushed  so desperately against mine,
and the feeling tasting of everything bittersweet.

If I could turn back the clock,
I wouldn't have argued about going home.
I'd still be caught up in between bedsheets with you,
with your arms around me, making me feel whole.

If I could turn back the clock,
I wouldn't have let you ever let me go.
I'd forget about the world that existed around us,
as you continue to hold me, to keep me close.

If I could turn back the clock,
I wouldn't have stepped out of that door July 9th.
I'd be waking up in your bed to perfect kisses,
instead of racing down the street and walking out of your life.
There are days where I feel filled up to the brim,
my emotions and thoughts spilling over,
pouring out and soaking me through and through.
And when I'm suddenly drowning within
there isn't anyone there to help me clean up the mess.
I'm forever stuck filling myself back up again.
And watching as I continue to let myself
cascade in rivers of pointlessness.
Wrap yourself around my heart,
and pull the string into a knot.
Tie your pain until it's tight,
and force me to love what I don't want.

You invade all of my senses,
and then cut off all of my limbs.
I have no will to push you away,
and this feeling is almost crushing.

Because you want what you can't have,
and hate to hold it when you do.
And even though you hurt me to feel okay,
for some reason I still want to be with you.
It's the way I notice your heart tonight,
its beat so loudly dancing inside your chest.
My fingers are intertwined with yours,
and your shoulder is where my head rests.

And it's like learning how to breathe again,
when I dance with you in endless circles.
I've missed your arms wrapped around my waist,
and that feeling in my stomach, that familiar pull.

You don't realize how much I've wanted this,
another moment to be just as close.
And even though it was just for that one song,
I'll never forget that how it all felt so wonderful.
I still stand on my front porch,
waiting for some Romeo to descend.
But, if only I could realize that I wasn't meant to be a fairytale,
the sooner I'd know that the lovers die in the end.


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shep4life Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav Roxy! you're a beautiful soul!
Champineography Featured By Owner Nov 9, 2014   General Artist
Thanks for Faving :)
goddessXofXlust Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014
You're welcome!
Champineography Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014   General Artist
how have you been? 
goddessXofXlust Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2014
I've been good.  Wicked busy with college and work at the moment. how about you?
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shep4life Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for faving Venom Quill! You rock Roxy
goddessXofXlust Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014
you're welcome!!
shep4life Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
shep4life Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks Roxy for faving my poem An Ocean is Between Us! You rock!
shep4life Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for all the recent favs! You're a doll
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