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Day 300 by goddessXofXlust, literature

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If I could turn back the clock, I'd be standing still with you in the middle of the street. With your lips crushed so desperately against mine, and the feeling tasting of everything bittersweet. If I could turn back the clock, I wouldn't have argued about going home. I'd still be caught up in between bedsheets with you, with your arms around me, making me feel whole. If I could turn back the clock, I wouldn't have let you ever let me go. I'd forget about the world that existed around us, as you continue to hold me, to keep me close. If I could turn back the clock, I wouldn't have stepped out of that door July 9th. I'd be waking up in your

Day 299 by goddessXofXlust, literature

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Day 298

Wrap yourself around my heart, and pull the string into a knot. Tie your pain until it's tight, and force me to love what I don't want. You invade all of my senses, and then cut off all of my limbs. I have no will to push you away, and this feeling is almost crushing. Because you want what you can't have, and hate to hold it when you do. And even though you hurt me to feel okay, for some reason I still want to be with you.

Day 297 by goddessXofXlust, literature

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Day 297

It's the way I notice your heart tonight, its beat so loudly dancing inside your chest. My fingers are intertwined with yours, and your shoulder is where my head rests. And it's like learning how to breathe again, when I dance with you in endless circles. I've missed your arms wrapped around my waist, and that feeling in my stomach, that familiar pull. You don't realize how much I've wanted this, another moment to be just as close. And even though it was just for that one song, I'll never forget that how it all felt so wonderful.

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You once fed me happiness, that sweet spoonful of delight. That healed my knot of hate, and fixed what was broken inside. You took away my bad dreams, and weaved me a web of good days. All those moments you tempted my smile, had never ever gone to waste. But, something inside your eyes dimmed, you suddenly lost that gentle spark. And your love turned to an angry hate, your words slowly tore us apart. And now I walk this course of sorrow, my chest holds a fresh grave. My feelings are buried six feet under, and it's all because you had to change.

Day 293 by goddessXofXlust, literature

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Day 293

I've come to hate gray skies, and days where all it does is rain. Oh blue blanket where are you hiding? I miss the warmth that took away my pain. I don't want dark mornings, and foggy afternoons that make me shiver. Your words and our memories live in them, and I hate how your everything tends to linger. My heart is numb and my feelings cold, you broke my smile with your thunder. The sound of your goodbye was ever so crushing, that I've come to distrust any stormy weather.

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This Chasm Spanned by Red, Crimson Locks of Hair 6/21/02 On a bridge the wind blows her hair erratically. On a bridge we foresee the future. It is entangled with our desires and unfulfilled wishes. The sun sets and the brilliant colors begin to fill a hole in our lives on the bridge of discomfort. Our differences begin to merge on this bridge that spans these two lands that forgot to love. On this slippery bridge, dilapidated as it is, we find peace. The rain falls and soaks our determination. On a bridge we embrace and forget all. Your auburn hair flows all around my face and we mesh - we intertwine. On this bridge it's all together

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Block it out by goddessXofXlust, literature

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2. She's fumbling to find the perfect words, and stumbling over regrettable sentences. She's trying too hard; And she feels like she can't end her conversations. His eyes once held blue skies, that ever seemed so promising. 4. He gives her troubling hurt-struck looks, and she's begging him for his acceptance. She's giving too much; While he continues to knock down her defenses. Those skies are changing, and she's finding it hard to breathe. 6. He crushes her heart and breaks her spirits, and she's trying to escape to days where he was her first kiss. She's being eclipsed; And now she's aching for her laughter mixed with his.

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Sep 10, 1990
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"Hidden behind beauty and sweet innocence. I'll steal your heart away, then watch, I'll break it."

MY TUNE
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My starry skies have faded,
my moon's no where to show,
I sing a tune of sorrow,
for my fly has lost its glow.

My nature's lost its beauty,
my smile is now a smirk,
I sing a tune of solitude,
for my birds have lost their chirp,

My angel's lost its wings,
my harp has bit the dust,
I sing a tune of heartbreak,
for she's the goddess of lust.

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~by ethan levesque <3

THE GODDESS WATCHING ME

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As I wander, cold and in solitude,
I feel as if I'm not completely on my own.
I look and see a deity in the heavens,
Making her godly, unparalleled beauty known.

I realize now that she was always there,
Observing me, keeping me free from strife.
Even when things seemed almost hopeless,
And Death kept me under his black scythe.

Now aware of the goddess watching me,
I feel shielded from the demon I've become.
For the ones that care about me, I will go on,
As I pick up the pieces from my past now undone.

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by my good friend alex(: check him out hes amazing<33 thespartandrifter444.deviantar…

Current Residence: MA
Favourite genre of music: all types!
Favourite style of art: using oil pastels and regular pencil shading
MP3 player of choice: Radio
Personal Quote: "Don't worry, when I kiss you, the sun will go down." -Riley from Buffy the Vampire s

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all of you here on DA^_^

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Jumanji

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robert frost, jaime kendrick, crazysingergirl, and allison croggon

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Sudoku and tetris

Other Interests

i love to write, draw, sing, dance, and act.....but mostly write out of all of those lol

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goddessXofXlust

Oct 2, 2015

Wow, it's been...

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a whole year since I've posted. I apologize! Here's an update: Well, I'm currently a senior in college so my life has become hectic as I have graduation to prepare for, internships as well as graduate school. The whole process is driving me crazy, but I'm hoping by next semester I'll be able to breathe again. I just want to say that I am so beyond grateful for the amount of people who still read/follow my stuff even when I'm not around. You guys are the best and I just want to say thank you! Lots of love, Roxy xx

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goddessXofXlust

Sep 26, 2014

For the people who..

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...still follow me on here. Thanks! I really do appreciate knowing that my art still lives on when I'm currently slacking with existing on here. I also would like to thank everyone who has added a bunch of my older/newer stuff to their faves! There are sooo many messages right now to go through though, so getting a thanks out to everyone is a bit tough, but here's my shout out to you- THANK YOU! I really do miss being on here, but the college/work life gets to be a little hectic most of the time and I barely even have time now to think, let alone write or draw. Sad face. Anyways, I hope all is well in the lives of my friends who still do stuf

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goddessXofXlust

Feb 18, 2013

Hey y'all!

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Sooo, I don't really expect to post anything new up on here for awhile. I don't really have a lot of time for my writing or photography like I used to. But, I totally appreciate the amount of people who are really enjoying my work. It makes me feel wonderful as a writer to see that others haven't given up on me. Thank you soooooooo much everyone! lovelovelove RK!